Autism you will not WIN!!!

Autism has taken something from me that I can't forgive him for. You have taken my preconceived happy memories. As a little girl I remember thinking I can't wait until my own son is singing his very first primary song in church as a sunbeam. I remember looking at all the proud parents of those little sunbeams and would think I can't wait until I can wave and smile at him as he stands there and sings his little heart out to us. Well, Autism you stole that moment from me yesterday, and you must be so proud that I ran out of that chapel crying because I was heart broken. Well let me tell you something you may have stole that moment, but you will not win. I will get that moment, I will steal my sons voice back form you. We are getting there and you will not win I will recover my son from you. I will not live in fear of you my whole life. So just know that I am coming after you. You may have won that battle but the war has just began. I will spend my life fighting for children's voice and I will take them back one voice at a time. My sweet Tucker man will sing to me one day in church, and I to will have my proud mommy moment but it will 100% more meaningful.